Whole. Prayer. Faith. Worship. Watch.
These have
been my tag words in recent years. Words used to guide, steer and focus the 365
days of a given year. These words have been oars in the water. They have been
rudders on my boat. They have been reins on the wild horses of my spirit. And
they have been anchors dropped deep.
Last year my
word was given to me before I really even contemplated it. The Spirit handed it
to me through the sweet gift of a friend in the form of a silver necklace.
2013’s word
was FAITH.
I thought I
had plenty.
I believed
that it to be strong. I confessed it repeatedly. But I didn’t realize what God
had in store—what he had waiting.
Faith is the
substance of things hoped for but not seen. In 2013 I watched God cause my
faith to become sight. An eight week Bible study became a pivot point of faith
and a catalyst of change for many. A prayer of faith for someone quite ill and
sick became a canvas on which God painted his faithfulness and compassion. An
almost decade long dream became a reality in the last days of 2013—a dream that
involved risk and trust. And yet there it was before me.
But this
faith was not sight during the year. Only here at the end as I look back do I
see faith manifest. I realize now Faith told me to trust what or rather who I
could not see. Faith encouraged me to move forward when I was fearful of even
switching positions. Faith allowed ideas and ideals to become flesh. Faith
revealed the weak spots in me, but assured me that it is in these very spots God
is strong.
Not just any
faith, but faith in God the Father who was and is and is to come.
At the end
of the year right before Christmas a friend came to where I work and handed me
a gift. A wood carving of the word faith. In the top of the T was a candle—faith
has a light to shine.
My friend
remembered my 2013 word.
That gift
and that word now sit on my mantle to remind me.
My FAITH word with my Willow Tree Sculptures. (The couple is Steve and Me. Each of the others represents one of our eight daughters.) |
To remind me
of what God can do. Of what God will do. If we have faith. Without it we cannot
please him. And sometimes in order to have it we have to step out into places we
cannot go on our own. We must purposefully decide to move beyond our comfort
zones and strengths so we are not relying on what we already have or know. Faith reminds me God can move mountains. If we
ask he can toss them into the sea and they will be swallowed whole. Or he will help us traverse them. Either way he is with us. Either way we will
grow. Either way we will mature.
This faith
is not in myself. It is not in my ability to do, be or say the right things. Faith
is not about formula. Faith is not about pulling up our boot straps, sucking it
up, getting over it or God helps those
who help themselves.
NO!
Faith is
believing God will do what he says he
will do. It is believing regardless of sight. It is trusting regardless of
evidence. Our God will do what he has promised to do—in one way or another. At
the right time. In the right moment. At the right place. Faith believes this. Faith
lives this.
Now it is
time to choose a new word for a new year. What is God wanting me to know, to
change, to become, to address, to embrace, to lay aside and to see this year?
In the next
357 days what revelation does he have for me? What unfolding will he give me?
I think I've found my 2014 word. I'll tell you about it soon.
And perhaps
you might choose a word? One word. Just one.
I think you just
might be surprised.
Resources to
aid you in this journey:
My One Word by Mike Ashcraft--book
One Perfect Word by Debbie Macomber.
A Holy Experience —Ann Voskamp’s blog
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